Eccentricity

Naglalaro kasi siya ng Candy Crush sa fb account ko. Eh nung...

Sun, 05 May 2013 13:34:24 +0800

Naglalaro kasi siya ng Candy Crush sa fb account ko. Eh nung nangailangan ako ng ticket, binuksan niya naman yung fb niya sa incognito window. Tas nagchat siya saken, siya rin nagreply sa account ko. In short, kausap niya sarili niya. HAHAHHAHAHAHA

(Kake = Katrina + Kenry. Yan daw yung naisip niyang pangalan kapag pinagdugtong pangalan namin tas ipapangalan daw sa magiging anak namin *pero syempre joke lang yun* hahaha)

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I am one of those....

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 10:29:31 +0800

http://internetjaywalking.blogspot.com/2007/07/i-hate-filipino-culture.html

Article worth reading.

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Thu, 04 Apr 2013 12:28:58 +0800

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Wed, 03 Apr 2013 20:37:02 +0800

There is nothing much special this day. I have not eaten anything the whole day aside from taho and ice cream. My stomach badly searches for heavy meals but unfortunately it is not available at home.

Home alone, I just locked myself inside my room and continued to read a book. Did not notice the night already poured in. The house felt miserable as always. There is this atmosphere that always lacks something.

I really do not know. I just suddenly feel frustrated from being imprisoned at home doing nothing. After knowing that I could not get a scholarship and will suffer from its consequences for a semester, I started to be conscious at my remaining cash though it is still plenty. I want to go outside but I know I’ll just spend my money. Then I remembered all of what we are all going through. Money. Money. Money. We are always in deep problem of financial needs. I suddenly felt sorry for my mother for I cannot be of any help.

Then afterwards came the thoughts of death. What will everybody feel when suddenly I died? What will HE do if I disappeared without having last words? The book I am reading, it makes me think about death. It is just depressing that I want to finish it already and start a new one.

My thoughts are so random when I am alone. How I wish it is already June.

Really, I just need to get this crap outside me. First, I really...

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 10:41:00 +0800

Really, I just need to get this crap outside me.

First, I really know that I’m not good at Filipino. I am a real sucker for that. And yeah, it has been again the reason why I am not qualified for the scholarship. My parents always assure me that it is okay for me to not get a scholarship, though we are already having a hard time with money. I am literally crying at this moment. I know I deserve much better than this.

Anyway, it is not the reason why I am pissed at this moment. Seriously, PE? Our PE prof only attends our class for like, every three weeks or even four and does not teach us very often, and now I get this grade?! I am paying for him and I have not even learned a single thing from him.

Fuck all those lazy professors who gets filthy rich in an instant without hard work.

I really need to save money this coming semester. AAAAAND I don’t want to attend PE classes anymore on a regular basis. -_-

I used to sing this song every time in karaokes. Never thought I...

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 13:49:00 +0800

I used to sing this song every time in karaokes. Never thought I would have the chance to sing it with Hayley and the whole crowd! I am missing Parathrilla in Manila Part 2 (021513) so much!

Video not mine. ☺

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Fri, 29 Mar 2013 08:53:15 +0800

032013 | Envi-shion Fashion Show

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 11:12:00 +0800

It all started when our prof in Viscomm announced that Envi-shion Fashion Show will serve as our final exam and that all Viscomm subject takers are assigned for entertainment purposes, a.k.a models. He said that in our assigned groups, we will choose four members who will be the models. Since I am not reliable on fashion designs and all, I did not hesitate to be one of the models when my groupmates pointed me out. Of course, I already told them that I am not used to walk on high heels and pose like a real model. They then assured me that they will help me on those matter.

And yes, as expected, I did not walked properly even though my heels were only three inches long. But the feeling when the spotlight was only directed at you, and most of the audience are paying attention while you walk on the stage, it feels…great. This was quite a new amazing experience for me, and I never thought I would gain one because I never even dreamed of becoming a fashion model.☺

This was my pose when I reached the center part of the stage. I really feel confident when I did this, and the good thing is that I did not commit a mistake on the runway. ☺

Here are my groupmates who also served as models (I don’t have a pic of others who were also our groupmates :<). I am glad that I got the chance to know them more during those days when we make our costumes. We crammed a lot before the event because we are still not finished with our costumes, but hey! It was fun despite the stress and all. All our hard work were paid off. :)

And here is my supportive boyfriend, though sleep-deprived from studying due to final exams, he still came to watch me. Thank you so much! >:D<

I will never, ever forget this day. ☺

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Crepes. We always crave for this whenever we go to Mall of Asia....

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 10:21:53 +0800

Crepes. We always crave for this whenever we go to Mall of Asia. Though it is quite expensive, it never ceases to satisfy our taste buds ☺

He introduced me to this. Hihi.

For the first time, nakasalamuha ko yung ibang kablock ko na hindi ko maapproach dati. Though hindi...

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 22:07:54 +0800

For the first time, nakasalamuha ko yung ibang kablock ko na hindi ko maapproach dati. Though hindi naman ako ganung ka-close sa kanila, pero yung feeling na talagang pinapakisamahan nila ako kahit alam kong wala talaga ako ganung masabi sa kanila, ang saya pala. :)

With his parents. u

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 09:23:00 +0800

With his parents. *u*

I’ve always been this kind of person who tends to be busy at all times. If not, I can be found...

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 08:39:00 +0800

I’ve always been this kind of person who tends to be busy at all times. If not, I can be found mostly alone reading books and be with my friends at school though I’m just the tail of them (laging sunod ng sunod at minsan lang magsalita/lagi lang nakikinig sa kanila haha ☺) then I spend hours playing computer games with my boyfriend at home. These has always been my routine in life.

I’ve always tried to keep up with others, like socialize with them or hang out with them, but I just realized that this is not what I wanted at all. Some may see me as a shy person, but the truth is that I’m not comfortable at someone doesn’t have the same interest as I. I find it hard to fit in because I’m the boyish type at all.

I felt the need to address this.

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 22:15:00 +0800

Personally speaking, I am not a religious person. I may belong to one of those religion which is very strict and demanding, particularly Iglesia Ni Cristo, but in terms of relationships I am not making a big deal of it. I know religion makes a huge conflict in relationships and I am always sorry when my other half needs to sacrifice his own beliefs just to face a new one. First, it’s not my fault if I am not belonging to the same religion as his.

What I really hate the most is when some people tend to stereotype other people after knowing their religions, because if the case is always like this, then I’D RATHER NOT INVOLVE MYSELF TO A RELIGION AT ALL. I just want to let them know that not all who are involved in a certain religion acts the way he/she is expected to be. I belong to INC, I am expected to not cuss a lot, be demure, be attentive at church and do not violate policies such as not having a boyfriend until I turn 18 and choose a partner who is an INC also. SERIOUSLY, I’M THE VICE-VERSA OF THESE THINGS. I have a different view compared to those what you can call INC devotees. I believe that there is a God but I’d rather do stupid things in which I will learn. It’s not in your religion where you will learn all the things about life but it’s all about your ventures and how you take it.

It’s pretty annoying when someone has to encourage me or subtly force me to convert. Like, I didn’t even insist my boyfriend to change his religion because in the first place, he is aware he is going to face this one already in the near future. I didn’t want him to make this huge leap because I know religion is a big issue, but it leaves me no choice. I simply can’t change mine due to family issues and whatsoever. And if I only have a choice, I’d really rather not involve myself to a religion.

I’m sorry, but it really pissed me off.

021513 | ParaThrillaInManilaPart2

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 08:24:00 +0800

I really saved a lot of money just for this! Only that, I wasn’t prepared enough to bring extra money because first, I only decided to go when it’s already the day of the concert and second, I was expecting for general admission but tickets were sold out and I had no choice but to choose upper box, that’s why I wasn’t able to buy a shirt from the merch. Anyway, the experience is so overwhelming, and I really promise I’d go again when Paramore gets back here in PH.

Me and my boyfriend went there around 3PM, and there are already a few people there. When we learned that gen ad tickets were already sold out, I really got frustrated and mad because I thought I’m not able to go to the concert anymore. I was already contemplating to go home and get some more money, but he insisted that he’ll just wait up outside for me until the concert ends. Of course I don’t want him to be left behind, so I just withdrew some of my maintaining balance in my atm card. It was very risky, but I really did everything so that we can both enter the arena and have this experience together. I don’t want to go wailing there all alone.

So after buying the tickets, we decided to stay in line since we really had no money left and we need to save our energies, haha. He bought foods for us but after knowing that foods are not allowed inside the arena, we ate it all like very mad. Unfortunately, we only finished our chicken sandwiches and Pic-A. We can’t manage to eat Piattos anymore so we threw it away instead. It was such a waste, I know.

We entered the gates around 6:30pm, and we really didn’t regret about falling in line early at all, though we had reserved seats. Though the show starts at 8pm, time still flew so fast. The first performer is Me Without You, which is a not so very familiar band. I can’t even understand their songs because it’s like the vocalist is just spitting out his anger and he’s very off-beat. I think it’s their style but I don’t really like it. Around 9:15, Paramore rose on the stage and my throat is already aching from all of my shouting and cheering after their two songs.

I actually can’t remember some of their songs that they performed anymore since I really lived in the moment and became so oblivious, but of course I have some favorite parts which I really won’t forget: Now, The Only Exception, Brick By Boring Brick, Fences, Looking Up, Pressure, Misery Business and Fences.

A girl from the Patron Standing was lucky to have been brought into stage and got to have a picture with Hayley. Not only that, she sang with her during the encore. And that. was. really. AWESOME. I really wish I was her.

After that, I’m really drained. I really slept straight on my way home, good thing is that my boyfriend woke me up.

This is just the first step of fulfilling my dreams. More concerts to come!

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 12:03:53 +0800

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